I’ve just been really restless about everything in my life. I’m not at ease. I’m craving change. I don’t want to ruin things as they are, but ahhh!!! I don’t know what I want but I don’t want things to stay as they are. Does that even make sense?
My life has been in turmoil for awhile and maybe now that it’s settling down, maybe I just don’t know what to do with myself, maybe. Who know’s??? Who really knows?


4 thoughts on “Restless

  1. Hey, Maybe you should go to back to school. I find it very theraputic to have some very specific goals that I am working to accomplish. If school is not interesting perhaps it is saving to live abroad or just going on some cool vacations. Yoga perhaps! I just know that when I have something to work towards I am never bored and feel fulfilled. When the opposite is true I feel a out of touch and kind of crazy. Anyway, I hope that is a good suggestion but what do I know?

  2. Wanting something more in life is something that we will never be able to overcome. This is not a bad thing though. Part of our plan is to continue to improve ourselves. If you feel like there is something out of place, prayerfully think it through. It is a good time in your life to be making decisions like this, but a critical time that if you happen to make the wrong choice it can mave you a few steps back. Now may be a good time to ask for a blessing from your dad or your grandpa or something. As I learned in church last night that sometimes what is missing isn’t always something temporal, it could be spiritual. The Lord knows Becca, ask him what you should do.(Maybe a little too spiritual for a blog, but hey it is Sunday)

  3. You guys do care!!! Thank you for the thoughtful advice. I love you both. If I can follow your examples, I think I’ll be doing well.

  4. Remember that sometimes being restless is a state of mind. Don’t act too quickly, take a break from thinking about it and concentrate on the things you like to do. It might be a simple as finding a new hobby, but I know that when I’m feeling restless – I just try to do something fun for myself. Sometimes it doesn’t mean anything to anyone else but me….Plus, what is the first thing that enters your mind when you feel this way. Take a deep breath, relax, let it all go and then open your mind and the first thing that pops into it is the thing you are feeling restless or worried about. This will help you to push aside all the other “stuff” and concentrate on the thing that’s causing you to feel restless……You are ok, I’m always impressed with how well you are doing! You are a beautiful girl and you have so many people that care about you!!! Keep smiling – I look forward to seeing it everyday!

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s